blue bunny

well lossing wight is out of the question now. becuse i finaly broke down a got so blue bunny peanut butter panic. i sure was in a panic when i realized i eat half the quart in 30 min. thal about a brain freez. i know that i shou be dieting im ganing more weight then i want but they make it so hard. with all the different flavors of goodness there is no way. i mean the resses bits and the chocolate and peanut butter suase. i mean it maake my mouth water just thinking about it. well i guess i got to add it to my addition list. along with almost any kind of milk chocolate, shoes, zachary kellner,like 8 tv shoes... the list gos on.

Addiction!

it all started over christmass brake. with all the extra time i had i got hooked.i got hooked on a ton of tv shows. first it was vampire diarys, now im not that kind of girl im not into the hole vampire thing so it was a very big shock to me, but that damond is a looker. then a few random shows and now im watching emily owens md, vamp.diarys,hart of dixy, and carrie diarys???? plus going to school and work and trying to make time for my friends and boyfriend. i dont know what it is when your hooked your hooked but hey at least it means i have something to do if i ever get free time!

Rain Rain go away

i started the day of with a bang. i woke up early, witch is crazy for me but becuse i was up early and the wather was suposed to be warm i said, ok lets wear that adorable dress i just got and try to look good so thats just what i did. the day was going great then, just before my last class was over it started porring and lightning. most people would find this to be a day ruend bu it was great to me. i love the rain every bit of it is wonderful and so, i walked right outside and took it all in. rain its a funny thing it makes so many things better it helps everything grow. humans pray for rain when it hasnt for a wile, but when it done they go running, curse it event why not love it i mean unlike the cold, or the heat of summer or the crazy allergy seson for spring rain last foe a short time. yes sometimes its fallowed by storms and sometimes they can be very very bad. but incent warm rain, there is no need to not enjoy it. so, i challange you to try the next time it rains, now be smart about this if its a freezing rain were you could get sick or if it lightning or somthing dangerouse dont but, the next time it rains a warm rain nomatter how hard try to take it. dance in the rain let it it your face have fun with it. look around and see all the geat things rain brings, notice that every thing looks sparcly an new, notice the way event though the sky is gray the rain still looks clear an beautiful.just in to puddles make a day of it. finaly try and find as many people as you can looking at you like you crazy,becuse i promise you that there will be plenty but most of all have fun.

New Member in the Family

My sister Rose has finally had her baby. after waiting for ever for the REAL due date finally she had her. sadly she had to have a c-section but i guess it doesn't matter,just as long as little girl is here right. My most my family went down to see the baby, im not sure how i feel about the baby. me and Rose used to be close had a lot of fun u know but stuff happened we changed and we are not that close any more and frankly i used to think the world of her. think she was a great role model but now i am at the point were i think, wow i rally must have been out of my mind to think she was a good role model. i and excited about a new addition to the family but also, there is an issues with with stuff and me believing her and a lot of my family acting like its no big deal and, well i just am disappointed because shes not the person she used to be i mean SO much of her has changed and some of it i know why but i guess its all due to the fact that i want things to be back to the way they used to be. but, i know that wont happen because she has changed, i have changed and are family has changed. so in the end im sad that i not as excited about the new addition as i think i should be but also im very excited to meet the new baby and i hope she becomes a great little girl and i hope we get to be in each others lives a lot because i love my niece's and nephew's!

Rose and little V