I Feel.....
i feel sick. today i woke up and felt like poo. last night i had work and i was ok till closer to the end of the night, when i started to get worse. i have felt a little scrach in my thoght for about a week or two before toady and then last night it just got crazy i was caughing every five min becuse i felt like there was a bug in my thoughs trying to clib up and out but it just wpould move. then i whent to sleep and had a great night sllep i slept like a baby but when i woke up i felt like i had been hit by  cement truck. i finaly got out of bed and found out that i couldnt talk when i tryed to let my sister know my car was in the garage. after i got bck from taking her to school i fell back asleep in hopes of felling better
I Think......
i think its crazy the way people care so much about there look i mean i undrstand that you have to look presentable for certan things like interviews and meeting and such but, just going to class i see girls in the hall every day that seem to have 6pounds of make up on to hide there real face of have short shorts or dresses and super high heels just to go to what two or three classes a day. whaen did we get so bad i mean today event though i feel horble and didnt want to do anything today i still put make up on because i wanted to one up a girl that is in my class that allways says she has to dress in nice close to look good. i dont know when we got so bad but things need to change or we are all going to lose areselfs
I Believe.....
i belive in all the funny carachers like santa and the easter bunny and the tooth fariy. i belive that yes they may not be mistical creachers but every day there are santas in the world. i mean when christmas comes around and you get all excited and run out to get gifts for your family and stand for hours in lines just to get that perfict figt for that perficvt somone you are being a santa to whoever that is. now some of use are santas that only care about ourselfs and would shove people out of the way for the last i pod but, there are thouse great santas the santas that we are todl to believe in when we are children the santas that i willing to spend more time helping somone eles thing helping thems selfs the santas that would go on and give the last i pod to the little kid that saved his money for a year hjust to try to get the black friday sale i pod.
I Know........
i know that we are all here for a reason i know that some people know exactly what they are here for i know that they sit and think of what it is that hey should do with there likfe what god or whoever they believe in want them do do with there life and just like that it comes to them like an epefany. but for me i dont know i dont know what my perpose is i hope i can find it but is of right now im just trying to get by i wasnt to help people and make a deffrents do something that peopel willl remember me for but otherthan that i have no idea what im here for why i was put here.