broken plans

me and my boyfriend were supposed to go out last night we had the whole day off from work and me from school so it would have been perfect, but it didn't happen. he had a meet and i understand he couldn't control that but I'm having a very hard time believing that he had no idea before hand when the race was expected to end. I'm just thinking that if he did know that he could have told me so i could have traded and worked Friday and got all of Monday off. I'm also a little hurt and confused, our schedules haven't been that great lately because of me working all the time us both having school his practices, and the fact that our jobs will not event come close to letting us work together or event have the same shift. so its been hard to find time but it seems like when i ask hey i dont work after school today do you maybe want to get something to eat before your practice and he will say i dont have a brake, which i know he dose because he will tell me about when he gos and dose things with his friends on those brakes, but i seems like he is blowing me off a lot or maybe he isn't and he really has no time but ether way it seems to me like I'M trying to find the time and trading MY shifts around so we can have some time but he isn't he isn't trying to make a little time in between studying like i am, hes not trying to see every second that there could be time we can see each other. i mean I'm not the kinda person that wants to be around him 24/7 but i am the person that would like to see him more then 3 times a month. i guess what I'm saying is I'm not ok with doing all the work to try and find time to hang out and I'm tired of most the times we plan to hang out we cant because something comes up.i guess i will see if we get to keep are plans Monday and how that gos but if we cant something has to change.